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#1 DeathRose

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 10:29 AM

Today i woke up at 6:00am...
I was so tired of life...
i just wanted to end it right there and then...
I had had suicidal thoughts before, but not as bad as the one 2day...
I had a pair of scissors...
i almost did it...
but something told me not to...
I don't know why...
i met my friend later...
and i feel better...
for now...

#2 Ash.

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 11:30 AM

why..
do..
you type..
like...
thizz?


well, if something stopped you from doing it and you didnt do it, then whats to complain about?

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 11:45 AM

View PostAsh., on Apr 13 2011, 10:30 PM, said:

why..
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you type..
like...
thizz?


well, if something stopped you from doing it and you didnt do it, then whats to complain about?
i...
like....
2...
type...
like...
this...

it's not complaining
i just wanted to express my feelings

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 11:47 AM

But WHY did u want to end your life?
Surely u just didnt wake up one morning and say: "i'm bored. Lets kill myself" no?

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 11:50 AM

View Postgizme98, on Apr 13 2011, 10:47 PM, said:

But WHY did u want to end your life?
Surely u just didnt wake up one morning and say: "i'm bored. Lets kill myself" no?
No...
Life just sucked...
i truly couldn't stand it...
the fights...
the tears...
the broken heart...
the pain...

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 11:59 AM

what...
happened...?

#7 EmoChickA7X

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 01:54 PM

[quote name='DeathRose' date='Apr 13 2011, 08:29 AM' post='322011']

you shouldn't kill yourself because life will turn around and get better at some point so the pain and hurt will eventually end and you can undo being sad but once you kill yourself that's it, there's no turning around and you'll never find out how your life could hav turned out later. for all you know, you could be one of the happiest people ever later in life and find true love and have almost everything you want so don't end it early becuz u don't know what's gunna come later. now you may not agree but thts how i see it.

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 02:56 PM

Y'know sometimes you just gotta suck it up. Life sucks for us all quite often, for some it's worse than other but you can always be sure that you aren't the worst off out there. You've got a roof over your head and food on your plate, that's better than a hell of a lot of people out there.

I'm not going to say you're being ungreatful because i don't know your circumstances. But you need to just stop looking down on everything, enjoy the good parts that life throws at you even if it isn't very often.
And if you seriously suffer from depression then you should seek professional help, there isn't a lot that people on a music forum can do to help you.

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 03:17 PM

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dayum, those things are lethal!

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 03:19 PM

View PostNot-that-emo, on Apr 13 2011, 07:56 AM, said:

Y'know sometimes you just gotta suck it up. Life sucks for us all quite often, for some it's worse than other but you can always be sure that you aren't the worst off out there. You've got a roof over your head and food on your plate, that's better than a hell of a lot of people out there.

I'm not going to say you're being ungrateful because i don't know your circumstances. But you need to just stop looking down on everything, enjoy the good parts that life throws at you even if it isn't very often.
And if you seriously suffer from depression then you should seek professional help, there isn't a lot that people on a music forum can do to help you.

Agreed here. Just go to a doctor and open up. Or open up to your family and let it out. If not your family then a teacher or a close friend if you have any. Just look at this photo below. This will show you some people are worse off than others. People on here who know what I am dealing with will know I can relate to this. Look at the girl in the photo. She seems happy despite her physical deformalities. Chin up. Look to the future. Things will get better. I know how you may be feeling, unless you are attention seeking. Sorry if that sounds harsh. Please see a doctor.

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By the way, the guy in the cowboy hat is Fat Mike from the band NOFX. The chick missing her arms and deformed from the waist down. Yet she seems happy in this picture. Life is hard for everyone so please chin up. Get help if you need it. By the way I would totally date that girl if I got to know her personally. She's pretty :yahoo:

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 03:32 PM

View PostCyrus, on Apr 13 2011, 04:19 PM, said:

By the way, the guy in the cowboy hat is Fat Mike from the band NOFX. The chick missing her arms and deformed from the waist down. Yet she seems happy in this picture. Life is hard for everyone so please chin up. Get help if you need it. By the way I would totally date that girl if I got to know her personally. She's pretty :yahoo:
It's Nubs!
I am a friend of her's on Myspace. Yeah, i'm THAT cool.

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 05:04 PM

View PostDeathRose, on Apr 13 2011, 05:50 AM, said:

No...
Life just sucked...
i truly couldn't stand it...
the fights...
the tears...
the broken heart...
the pain...
Please stop typing like that.
Let me guess. Your only beloved dumped your ass and so you decided it'd be fun to kill yourself?

And I cannot believe people actually gave you advice. What has happened to this site?
Gah! I want Enemy and Effy and Katie back!

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Posted 13 April 2011 - 05:51 PM

View PostCyrus, on Apr 13 2011, 01:19 PM, said:

Agreed here. Just go to a doctor and open up. Or open up to your family and let it out. If not your family then a teacher or a close friend if you have any. Just look at this photo below. This will show you some people are worse off than others. People on here who know what I am dealing with will know I can relate to this. Look at the girl in the photo. She seems happy despite her physical deformalities. Chin up. Look to the future. Things will get better. I know how you may be feeling, unless you are attention seeking. Sorry if that sounds harsh. Please see a doctor.
agreed :lildevil:

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Posted 14 April 2011 - 04:01 PM

View PostBritty-kitty, on Apr 13 2011, 06:04 PM, said:

Please stop typing like that.
Let me guess. Your only beloved dumped your ass and so you decided it'd be fun to kill yourself?

And I cannot believe people actually gave you advice. What has happened to this site?
Gah! I want Enemy and Effy and Katie back!
I think since i started posting here people got a lot more advice. I am the negative trend you are looking for. Sorry, i just enjoy giving advice. I should go work at a call center or something.

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Posted 14 April 2011 - 05:10 PM

View PostAsh., on Apr 13 2011, 04:17 PM, said:

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dayum, those things are lethal!
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! :rofl:

I seriously couldnt stop laughing XD

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Posted 14 April 2011 - 05:15 PM

View PostNot-that-emo, on Apr 14 2011, 05:01 PM, said:

I think since i started posting here people got a lot more advice. I am the negative trend you are looking for. Sorry, i just enjoy giving advice. I should go work at a call center or something.

you know why I don't need any toner?

why?

I don't need any toner....because I'm going to kill myself

......... Is that because you're out of toner?


epic friends scene, sorry, just had to do it, saying that in this thread was too good an opportunity to miss.

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Posted 14 April 2011 - 05:23 PM

not funny . . .

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Posted 14 April 2011 - 07:26 PM

Wow.
You're being needlessly dramatic, thats almost the dumbest reason i've ever heard for wanting to kill yourself.
I've heard worse. But still, pretty lame reason.

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Posted 15 April 2011 - 07:37 PM

thats the thing, WHATS THE REASON?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

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Posted 15 April 2011 - 09:19 PM

He/she was just tired of it all. I think that was it.

If that was a good enough reason I woulda done killed myself already lol.





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